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Tuesday, April 24th, 2007
12:10 am	Anime St Louis Super long con report So I had really mixed feelings about going to Anime St Louis. I wanted to go and see John, Cramer, Ryan, and finally get to meet Julia, but at the same time I wasn't sure I wanted to go. My mind has all over the place lately, yet as much I try to keep myself busy or distracted, or elsewhere, the same few thoughts always keep popping up...I knew if I did go I would either have a good time, or I'd regret going. I am glad I went, and I did have a good time. A couple hours before we left Thurs night, Fawn got a weird call from Holly asking if she could stop by. We were all confused til she explained why. Shaina has been wanting a grocery cart for awhile now, and somehow Holly remembered and nabbed one. She wanted to drop it by cause it was in her car. So that made the night rather interesting. As we got ready to leave, we had the van all packed and everyone in, and it wouldn't start. So Mikey had to pull his car up to the van and jump start it which took awhile, but we were finally able to get going. Whenever we had to make a stop, we left the van running, so we wouldn't have to worry about it not starting again. We ended up getting there early morning, around 10ish. We checked in then just wandered about til they finally started taking registration. Mikey and I got filmed by some Fox News peopleXD. The one guy with the camera asked if I was in costume, and I wasn't at the time, just my cat ears and the way I dress a lot. He found that kinda amusing. Some random guy came up to us and at first he seemed really friendly. He liked cars, anime, and stuff, so we just talked to him a bit. He was a bit of a finally fantasy freak, okay a lot more then a bit, thats all he wanted to talk about. That and Tifa hentaish pics o.o. I ran up to change into costume, and then talked to some photo guy for awhile. He does all sorts of background effects on the computer and then green screen peoples pictures onto them. I also talked to one of the volunteers who was dressed as Kairi. She's a year younger then me, but a lot shorter. Yay for short people! I somewhere during that time bought a Chinese shirt from the Dealers room. Its really pretty. We then just kinda sat around at Artist Alley til John and Cramer got there, which was like 6ish or something. I gave Cramer his T-shirt which he seemed to like, so I was happy about thatXD I was worried he might have it already. They went to opening ceremonies, and I just kinda waited outside. We hung out at artist table some more and then went up to the room and got pizza. We just kinda chilled up there until Cramer had to take off for work. John, I, and Shaina and stuff hung out in the room for a bit. Then Julia ended up calling, and coming over. Everyone else wanted to go to sleep, so Julia, John and I went to they bar she had worked at earlier. There were a bunch of hippie peeps there, and I got some comments on my cat ears hehe. One guy said he liked my socks too, which kinda caught me off guard. We hung out there for a bit then she dropped John and I back off at the parking lot, and we headed to do his route. There was a couple cop cars at a house, and a bunch of people standing outside in their pajamas. Still not sure why. We stopped at his grandma's for a bit, so he could grab some stuff. Her dog was afraid of me again at first, then after a couple minutes I sat down, and she came and jumped on my lap. We came back to the hotel and crashed for a few hours. All through the weekend Shaina kept trying to get John to sell her one of his rx7's. She kept offering things, some of them really weird hehe. One was being sling shoted out of a window. I can't remember too much of Sat morning. I was kinda spacey lol. I remember Cramer, Ryan and Julia all getting there. And then John, Cramer and Ryan pulled out their PSPs and were playing some game together. Julia had to leave for work, and since they were still into their game I got up to go wonder. I found this really nice lil forest area behind the hotel, and just kinda followed the path for awhile. I tried to get myself lost so I could just wonder a bit. It was really nice back there, I found a place with no people and stuff and was gonna sit down and sketch a bit when I got a text and call from Fawn. So I had to rush back to Artist Alley to watch their stuff while they went to do their skit. When I got there, they took off, and John and everyone was already gone. So I texted him asking where they were. They came back and kept me company til the Initial D panel. It got messed up in the program book so it was outside and only a couple people showed up. Cramer brought his Evo around and parked it out front. After the panel we all decided to go for Sushi. I rode with Ryan, John and Cramer. And my mom took the van with everyone else. I ate soft shelled crab. It was a whole crab just breaded pretty much, you ate the pinchers and everything. After Sushi they guys were gonna mess around with the Rc cars, but Ryan and John both fell asleep. Julia came back and Cramer and Ryan left with her. Fawn and I took some stuff down to the van, then went to the forest area. We didn't go too far cause we didn't have a flash light and it was dark. So we went back up to the room and went to sleep. John left for papers and got back just as I was getting up at 8ish. After Fawn and Shaina were ready, we took stuff down to the van. I took them to the forest area I found and we got some nice pictures back there til the camera's batteries died. Shaina freaked twice over spiders hehe. We headed back, grabbed the artist alley stuff, then went to set it up. John came down and we hung around by the table again. I went to go ask Fawn a question, and she was trying on a corset. So I went in to try one on as well. It felt like I was stuck in a tube lol. It hurt my rib a bit when someone made me laugh but it was kinda cool. I might get one. We still hadn't heard from Cramer and stuff, so I took John to show him the forest area I had found. We just walked around a bit and talked which was really nice. I wanted time to just stop...unfortunately it didn't. Its just one of those moments you are enjoying so much, that its really sad when it does end. There was this lil kid kinda standing around in the woods for no apparent reason, though he eventually asked me for a picture. We stopped on the bridge for a bit. The wind picked up but it still felt really nice. I wanted to push someone in the lakeXD. We went back into the forest area near the edge of the river by a stump and got some pics. Then we kinda just hung around and broke sticks. I was kinda losing myself in the moment. Haha I'm sounding all sappy:P I can't help it, those moments just felt really nice. Ryan called finally and we went back to the table to meet them. I ran to say hi to Piano Squall, before we left. He didn't remember me at all^^;, which was kinda sad considering I knew him before he got all famous and crap. Maybe if I had brought up the flower incident he'd remember lol. Anyways, the con pretty much died completely by 3ish. We were all gonna go grab lunch, and our van decided it didn't want to start again. John had to jump start us this time. I rode with John in his van, My mom, sisters and mikey went in our van, and then Cramer, Ryan and Julia went in her car. We stopped at an Applebees. I was feelin kinda sickish by the end of lunch. Then it was time for goodbyes. The part I hate most about cons. The con itself was disorganized and sucked, but getting to see everyone again was more then worth it. Oh we almost got run off the road by a semi on the way home. If it had been a few more feet up we woulda be screwed. Stuck between a semi and a car cause of the merging lane. Luckily there was a bit of shoulder still left. It makes you realized how you could be there one moment and be gone the next, kinda scary.. I did decide a couple things over the course of the weekend. I was gonna try burying my feelings for John, cause as it looks now its one sided. But how can you do that when you can't even get the person off your mind? And you can't help who ya like. Its hard, but I'm gonna try to just be happy with being friends with him. If things get too hard for me, I might have to make myself put some distance or something guess we'll see if/when it happens. Its one of those things I also have mixed feelings about. I don't want to lose Johns friendship at all, but at the same time, it hurts sometimes seeing or thinking about him, and knowing I can't be with him. I've never felt like this before and its driving me nuts. I knew I liked him a lot...but I think its a lot more then that... Random thoughts...if you read this all congrats cause its super long. I'll have pics up later. Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Ready to Love (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 8th, 2006
6:59 pm	Long Youma Post... Alright so this past weekend was Youma con. I had my worries about it, different from previous worries I've had about cons. I had convinced John and Cramer to skip Reactor and come to Youma instead. The week before the con was a bunch of rushing getting things ready. I finished up my Natsuki costume, and was asking friends for advice on a certain matter. Youma con finally came. We left a lot later then expected, but thats how it usually goes. We got there and set up our table then I anxiously awaited a call from John, since he was gonna call when they got there. I went and paid for their badges and talked to Morgan about the parking spot out front. Around 8 Friday night there was still no sign of them so I called, and they were getting there but had gotten a later start. When they got closer they gave me a call and since someone had moved the cones out front I went and stood in an empty parking spot for them. Friday was a bit frusterating, since at times it seemed like John was almost avoiding me. Mikey kept giving me lil pushes, like taking me into Anime Hell after them and stuff. We ordered pizza late, and when Fawn, Shaina, Charity and my mom headed back to the hotel, I waited outside of main programming with their pizza. They got out late, and went to the game room after eating quickly, I watched them play the Initial D game for awhile then I headed back to the hotel with Mikey. I was frusterated so I figured I'd sleep on it. They ended up getting to the room at like 7. Amanda, Sasuke and Carl ended up staying with us as well. Sat was better. I woke up got ready quickly, then finished up my Takumi plushie. my mom and everyone else cept mikey, John and Cramer, headed to the con to set up the table again. As soon as Mikey was done we left and drove around the parking lot looking for the hachi, I left a quick note under the windshield wiper then we went to the con. They called when they got there which was around 1ish I think. And I followed them around the dealers room and other places as they checked things out. Earlier Charity had dragged me in there to buy me a late bday present hehe. I followed John and Cramer to the game room once again, and they played the Initial D game. I did a lil DDR then John convinced me to play using his card on the Initial D one. I looked through the artbook and their Japan pics as I sat there too. Cramer tracked down an arcade that had the cards for the Initial D game, since they ones there didn't. So we took a quick run to the mall near there and they each got two more, and then John got me one hehe. When we got back we headed over to dinner at a small Japanese place. The middle seat in our van was taken out so we knew that two of us had to sit on the floor. So Charity and I did, Fawn my mom up front, John and Shaina on the back seat and Cramer being silly jumped behind the seat. He was making plushies talk that he found back there so that was really amusing. The place was okay, the food wasn't great or anything, and I guess according to Chairty I was red the whole time.:P We got back and John, Cramer and I took turns playing the Initial D game and hung out by his car some too. Thats also when he told me he liked my costume a lotXD We stayed out til about 5 then we all jumped in Mikeys car and headed back. Sunday was the day I was worried about. I was going to tell John finally. Well once again everyone left except John and Cramer who were still sleeping. We had the InuYasha panel at 11. After that was an hour break before the Initial D/ Drift panel. I was on both but during the second one I ran around asking people for advice once again. I had talked to Cramer right before the panel started and he told me things were dicey and wasn't sure whether I should or not. SO I asked lots of people I knew. Half said it was a 50/50 chance, the other half said I should wait. Mikey and Trevor both told me to go for it. Then after the panel Trevor embarrased me big timeXD. He walks right up to John and was like "I think you need a woman" and the two of them start talking. They both were also shooting at me with a nerf gun. Trevor started it. THen I got to go ride in the Hachi, Trevor gave me the thumbs up as I was getting in, and told me John was only concerned a bit with distance. So I went for my ride. We raced up and down the street a couple times, then found an empty parking lot where he went all out in drifting. It was awesome! We spun out once hehe. When we got back I gave him the Takumi plushie. I had given him the hachi pony I made earlier as well as some lil cars I had gotten. Right before they were getting ready to leave, Cramer was looking up directions for the way home so John and I headed outside. I stopped him as we were walking out and told him. He said exactly what Trevor had told me, that he was a bit concerned about the distance. And that for me to call and we'd talk about it more. Well thats no problem considering I've been calling him a lot now that I have a cel and our convos go anywhere from an hour to fourXD. I've already called him twice this week, but it hasn't been brought up again. I told him how I feel, now I wanna wait a lil and see if he says anything more. I thought for sure it would be Mikey giving me the last convincing I needed to tell him, but it ended up being Trevor which it kinda strange hehe. Anyways it was a good con. (Comment on this)
Friday, May 19th, 2006
10:19 pm	Random show thingy o.o So yeah I got to get out of the house again tonight *nods* My friend Pat invited me to go to a small concert thingy. I met Pat about a months ago at Purdue. He randomly came up to me talking about a big art gathering that happens every couple of months. it sounded interesting so I exchanged info with him, screen names and such so I could be updated. So we've been talking online and he just randomly invited me cause he goes to these things a lot. Well I was hesitant cause I really dun know him all too well, but there was supposed to be a bunch of people from the art meeting thingys there, so after making sure he only ment me going as a friend, I said sure. I was still really nervous when he came to get me though, cause sides him I wouldn't know anyone there. He picked me up about 7, I introduced him to my mom, and he said hi and such to my dad which was scaryXD then we left. He's really tall, lol. Im used to talking to him at school where he'll pull up a chair and sit down to talk, so I never really noticed before. It made me feel a lot shorter than I already doXD The show didn't start til 8, so he drove me around Highland a lil, showing my some places he skateboards at, the house he used to live in, and such. We still got to the cafe place quite a bit before 8. He introduced me to a couple people there, but not all that many people actually showed up. It was loud but the guy playing/singing was pretty good. He kept trying to buy me something to drink, and then on the way home something to eat. We chatted a bit and then he dropped me off. He doesn't draw per say but does lots of painting stuff, so we were talking about different ideas and styles and such. Twas fun though, maybe I'll go to more of those...And I'm looking forward to the Farrgo get together as well *nods* Its a good chance to meet new people and everything. Current Mood: Paint paint Current Music: Musou Uta (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, May 8th, 2006
12:54 am	Mew... I'm such a horrible friend sometimes....*hides in a box somewhere* Current Mood: worried (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, May 7th, 2006
11:59 pm	MTAC, Acen Lonnnng entry from MTAC and Acen Short summary of MTAC. We met up with Shaina's bf, Chris, there. His mom took us all to a very nice dinner, she even paid for Mikey. Mikey got duck, and even though I kept telling him how mean it was, I tried some. There was a bunch of prom people there, and Mikey went up and got pics with them. Yeah I spent a LOT of time with Mikey there, lol. Saw a good and cute cosplayer so stalked himXD. And thanks to the timing, with my being to nervous to go say hi to him, and Mikey encouraging me and shoving me I finally went and offered to help Neal with carrying stuff. I didn't realize he was a volunteer, but it was fun to help. ANd Mikey and I got to see the Full Metal and Flame show cause of itXD. The little clip thingy Vic did, It was awesome! Finally got Neal's screen name Sunday. He's really nice though he's big on drinking and he's underage...19><. Kojika and I also got a random fangirl on sunday which was fun. Oh! There was a hatchi roku there too, not as good as Johns, but I got a pic with it. Found out..Neal owns it! I went as Claude Sat, and then just as kitty me on Sunday. Wee thats the main things I remember about it. And Acen! Well I was really stressed/worried about the con, but I had a great time. Friday- Joe, Charity(whom I am now somehow married to o.o), and Rachel came with. Got there kinda late, ran around trying to get our badges, and ran into some friends. We handed over the Initial D panel to Kramer, John, and gang, cause they really wanted to do a drift panel. I got to see some really awesome clips of cars drifting. Man I wanna street race so badly@ @. Talked with them a bit, and asked em about me maybe tagging along to Mitsuwa on Sat. Kramer gave me Johns cel, Bobs, cel, and their room number and told me to make sure I got ahold of them. Had our Inu-yasha panel afterwards, I was dressed as Inu on Friday. Abby, Pam, and Yuki popped up during it. Afterwards I hung around with Yuki, which was lots of fun though I think I bored him. Also ran into Courtney, K and his group, Tony, Girl and her uncle (can never remember their names), Sam, and others. Somewhere along the way, as I was trying to doge past someone in the skywalk, Pippen caught me and gave me some chopsticks from Siobhan. Thanks Siobhan! Saturday- Woke up and got my dressed. I managed to finish my Khea costume in time! I loved itXD. Wandered downstairs, just kind walked of around. Ran into Yuki and invited him to go to lunch with us. My mom wasn't up yet so we weren't leaving when we were supposed to. I ended up walking with him down to McDonalds cause he had to be back by 1:30, we got some food, and started walking back. Halfway back we ran into Charity and Rachel, and they said the rest of our group wasn't coming after all. So they walked back with us, and just as we near the Hyatt, my mom, Shaina, and Abby and her friend, popped up. My mom was being huffy bout me not wanting to go back to MD, so I did>.> Came back and hung with Abby, went up to her room to fix my ear piece thingys cause they were hurting and I was afraid they were going to pull through , she let me use her cel to call John. I was so nervous>< I always am when it comes to talking on phones...Anyways called him and he said to call him back bout 3- 3:30, which wasn't too far away, so I stayed with Abby til then then called back. Waited outside for them, it was a bit chilly. They came back from the dealers room, and I followed em up to their room. Kramer asked why I wasn't saying anything. I talked to him online and Im much more talkative online, so I explained how shy I am in person at first. Bob then offered to go make a quick cardboard cutout of a computer and keyboard XD It was John, Ryan, Kramer, and Bob. I rode with Kramer in his Evo, along with Ryan, I got front seat yayXD John and Bob took the Hatchi. Kramer raced a couple of times, scary but soo much fun. At Mitsuwa we all ordered food, and John sat next to meh hehe. I guess they had called other car peeps? So the back of the parking lot was full of sports cars, it was awesome! Though I was cold sitting outside and I didn't know most of the things they were talking about. They kept checking up on me though, and when I left to use the restroom and came back, Kramer was like "There ya are Hill I thought we lost you!" Usually people dun call me Hill right off the bat but all of them did. Ryan wasn't paying attention so we got lost on the way back a lil. I got dropped off and ran to find Yuki, and after looking almost everywhere, ran into K and he called him up and then came back down to tell me he went home; ; I just kinda sat around and drew some. Some weird guy asked for a pic so I said yeah, he asked for my age I toldl him, then he had his friend take the pic and the guy held me way to close for comfort>.> I was like gah let me go. Ran into Amanda and Sasuke as well. Went outside while they went to change, and ran into Kramer and John again. The police made them move the cars, so Kramer asked me to watch something and they'd be right back. I sat there for at least half an hour freezing, cause it had gotten colder, while waiting for them. Every one of them but John smokes, but they are rather polite about it, making sure the smoke doesn't blow on you and such. Sunday- Got up, and my mom wasn't back so flipped. I also slept with my wife, CharityXD Why do I always get paired up with people? *stares at Kojika* Decided not to do Claude and go as Khea again..Helped Pam take her stuff down, then sat with her. Amanda and Sasuke popped up again, so chatted with them a while. Kramer, John and gang walked past and were like, "Hey Hill wanna come with us to the Dealers room?" So I went. I had to help John find a gift for his mom, and Kramer for his mom and gf. Ran into Marlo, Stacy and Storm. As well as Chicken boy, Tim, Shawn, Centi, Scott, Beth, AC and a few others. Overall it was a fun con I wish a couple of things had gone different, but I was prepared for the worst, and it was much better than that. Thats all I think? Current Mood: Mixed emotions Current Music: Once upon a December (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 16th, 2006
12:08 am	Another rant...long too And so my life continues to get more screwed up. Okay today started out normal and fun then turned into a hectic mess@ @. We left around 9-10ish, grabbed Kari, then headed to the zoo to get piccys for Fawns school project. We got to see just about everything there which was great. I got to see the Snow Leopards, I love them so much! And the tiger was out this time as well. We got lots of random piccys, if anyone wants to see some let me know. There was also some interesting people there, lol. First at the petting zoo part, Fawn and I were just sitting on a bench while the rest went to pet goats. Well there was this guy with really spikey hair, like Sora and Clouds cept more pointy? Anyways some little boy walked past him and was like, "Mommy! He looks like sonic!" Hehe we got a laugh out of that. Then there was this couple that we swear were daughter and father><, and then the scary vampire guy. We were waiting outside the gift shop and he was standing right behind Fawn and I. And I suddenly got this cold chill that didn't go away til he left. He looked like one of those people who only came out at night. His gf had cool hair thoughXD. So yeah, minus my moms one spazz attack, the zoo was fun. And as we were headed to Mitsuwa, thats when things got bad...We were exiting off of 290? and onto Golf/Higgens, and our van just stopped. I was sleeping on the Sessh boa and I woke up partially hearing Fawn and my mom talk about the van. I thought it was a dream, so I layed back down, then realized I wasn't sleeping. We pushed the van over to the shoulder, and my mom opened the hood to look. It smelled really bad><, and the engine was smoking. My mom was just gonna add some water to the radiator cause thats worked before when the engine was overheating. But we weren't near water, so we waited for someone to stop. So many cars went past, but none of them stopped. By this time Kari was freaking out calling the cars names, and finally a white van pulls to the side. An older man gets out and my mom and him talk, and then he offers to drive her to a gas station to get water. He had a small empty cooler so they were gonna fill that up. Another car pulls off now and a guy, I swear he could be the first guys brother><, asks if we are okay. After they talk some, the first guy says he'll take my mom down the street for the water, and they leave as well as the second guy. So its just Fawn, Shaina, Kari, and I on the side of the road. Kari is still freaking out and about to have a breakdown...continuing to call other cars random names. They get back with the water and fill the radiator thingy and the overflow tank. The car still won't start, and the guy says he really has to get going. He was already late for his new job and stuff, and yet he still stopped to help us. We thanked him and he left. Then this jogger goes by and asks if we're okay. He then offers to jog down the bike path trail and get one of the police there to come help, then went off. Kari had a cel phone but it was almost dead, so we didn't want to use it until we had to call the tow person. Finally a police car comes. He ended up pulling over some guy while my mom was on the phone about towing. The policeman offers to drive three of us somewhere to wait. So Kari, Fawn and Shaina went with him. I was to nervous to get into his car><. My mom and I got in the tow truck. The police guy took them over to Wood Field Mall, and my mom and I got the van towed to FireStone. Then my mom and I walked to the mall and met the rest in McDonalds. By this time it was after 8. My mom tried calling my uncle first...but they couldn't come out to help us...so we had to go to last resort and call my dad. THAT didn't go well>< but we expected that..Shiana ended up making the call and he freaked out on the phone. My mom started spazzing again, as well as Kari. We sat there for while, Kari and Shaina went to get dippin dots, and then my mom and I went to Hot Topic. And guess who we run into there?XD CCWill. It was good to see him again. Well the mall closed so we walked over to Firestone and just sat outside. Shaina was hungry so her and Kari walked over to a pizza place still open. I ran around the building cause I just wanted to feel like I was kinda running over from life for a little...then I ran to go meet up with Shaina and Kari. I probably shouldnt' have been cause it was dark and stuff but oh well. My dad gets there and everyone is so afraid to get into his car. Shaina and I make the first move and get into the front passenger seat. We had to double up cause we were the smallest:P. Fawn, my mom and Kari got in back. My dad made a couple snotty/evil remarks, but then it was just silence the whole way home. It was the longest ride back>< I thought we'd never get home. We didn't get back til about 11...*falls over* Well there was my Sat, if anyone actually read that all. We never did make it to Mitsuwa, which was good news for meh. And as bad as I wished one of my friends coulda come with, Im kinda glad now that no one could. I wouldn't have wanted them to have gone through todayXD Our van is still sitting up at the firestone by Woodfield...and we dun even know if my dad is gong to pay for it. Even if he does it wouldn't be done for a couple days, and I dunno how Im getting to school. I can't afford to miss Physics, its hard enough taking all the notes. Well I'm done.^^; Current Mood: > Current Music: I Want Out (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 11th, 2006
10:07 pm	Random crap Well this weekend should be fun, cept for one part:P Friday we are taking Joe and Charity with us to Chinatown, and then to a Shoujo manga show thing. I really have no idea what's gonna be there and stuff, but it should be fun. Then on Sat, we get to go to the zoo.^^ After that we are probably gonna hit Mitsuwa....but because someone else is probably gonna be there, I guess I'll just hafta sit out in the car again, or just convince my mom not to go. I love going to Mitsuwa but anymore, I'm always afraid of running into certain people. You'd think they'd be nice enough to not go the days we usually go>< but that really doesn't seem to be the case. I finally got page six drawn of the manga Fawn and I are working on. This one is going to be a one shot and to try and get out name out there. We are hoping to have the first chapter done by Acen and are gonna hand out free copies. Hehe. We also started our own web comic! Its just silly stuff that happens during our breaks....like Tom thinking yaoi was a church cult...and us becoming pirates. Fun stuff:P Fawns drawing and Im coloring. As soon as I get the first two colored, we'll start putting it up. Hopefully twice a week. I only have one speech to do then Im done with ebil speeches! Only problem is my teacher didn't like my topic>< So anyone have some good persuasive topics? Give me ideas please, lol. I'm so glad that class is almost over. Same with physics. I dun do as well on quizzes, but I do pretty good on tests. It annoys the hell out of TomXD Cause he thinks he's really good at Physics...and yeah he outdoes me on quizzes but the last two tests I did a lot better than him on hehe. And the rest of the semester its open notes on everything and I do take good notes^^. Ohhhh I've also been getting really spiteful. Don't ask. Its only against certain people, or groups of people. Like prepsXD I soo wanted to stab two of em with a pencil last Friday at Shaina's talent show thing. And Megaman! He is really really really annoying. I've been getting a mean streak. *nod nod* I also got to see my high school art teacher and she tweaked my ears lol. And Joey! its been so long since I've seen him. Big Pat stopped by the other day as well. I guess he's gotten kicked out of school, kicked out of his house, and other random crap:P Tsk tsk he used to be such a good boy. I also mangaged to hurt myself twice yesterday. I pulled a muscle/tendon on the bottom of my foot, which is already not bothering me much. And then I sliced my finger on a metal edge almsst to the bone>< It was bleeding all through my one class, and stopped by the time I got to Physics, until I went to grab something then it split open again. I have it bandaged tightly, which is annoying cause it makes it hard for me to write and draw:P It doesnt' really hurt all that bad though..least no where near as bad as when it happened. Anyways just a random entry cause I felt like it, so thats it for now. Wahoo^^ Current Mood: Rawr! (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 5th, 2006
2:31 pm	Okay....weridness rant... Lately I feel like I'm living in an alternate reality>< My life has been getting soo weird. First of the whole thing with "Mr Fanboy". Some guy on DA who really likes me stuff. Thats cool right? Well I thoguht so at first, until he starting talking realy werid over chat...It gets even weirder cause I found out he's 28...>< His name is Mario as well. Hes been iming me the last few nights and at first the convos are alright, just joking around and stuff then he starts up with the questions and comments>< Anyways.. The next thing is Ken and Kevin. Ken has been a friend of my dad and mom since way before I can remember. Well we haven't talked to him in years and years, and then when we had yaoi night he randomly showed up. Its like who are you O.o. Anyways after that he started coming by a lot, he randomly brought us icecream, and is now trying to give me an extra car they have for just about nothing. The body is in bad shape, but the rest of the car works great and its really reliable. We might go there this weekend to look at it. Okay Ken is going through a divorce with his second wife Jenny, so he jsut wanted to catch up with some of his friends, and thats fine. His son Kevin likes anime so they've been coming to the meetings on Sunday. Today though..he stopped by randomly. And my mom was doing stuff so he asked me to paly hostess>< So I just talked I guess lol. Well hes nice and all, but a lil werid. And today creeped me out. He was sitting there talknig about how he wanted to socialize more and stuff with people to get his mind off the divorce. I nodded. Then he said well would any of ur friends wanna go to the movies with me or anything? He mentioned a couple people from yaoi night...I was like Uhhhhh no o.o That was just really weird, and then he asked if He could just take me sometime>.> <.< Hes my mom and dads age! I know its mainly for socializing but still! He then keeps tellnig my mom if I ever need to jsut get away Im welcome to stay a weekend at his house. .....*sighs* There is more but I dun wanna say it.. Someone also bbgunned one of our van windows....hell is gonna break lose when my dad gets home.. There is a lot more weird crap going on, but I need to get to class. If anyone took time to read this all well sorry bout all then ranting. There is still so much I need to get off my chest...>< arg. (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
1:02 am	Stuff? I was talking to my friend fromt he Acen fourms, and found out he and his brother are in charge of "Whose Line is it ANime?" at Acen. He said I should pop in and watch it at first, and I was liek fine okay, I can do that. Then he said I should volunteer to go up on stage to help them act stuff out. There are gonna be lots of volunteers so no worries right? So I told him fine Ill do thatXD Then he goes and was like "well we can pick favorites, so I'll call you up" Sooo I might be participating in it after all. I did make him promsie not to make me talk on stage or do much at all. If he remembers lol. It could be interesting I guess...I dun usually do those kind of things. I jsut found that amusing. I made a couple new friends I'll get to meet there, and get to see a bunch of my other friends there, so it should be fun^^ I get to meet NoLavon! *dances* I've been watching her on DA forever her stuff is great. And I mangaged to get ahold of her online...and she wants to meet up.^^ She said she wants me to sit and jsut talk with her for awhile, and she wants to introduce me to her two friends who are also great artists. When she first told me I went all fangirly. I kind explained my situation and stuff cause she asked and shes jsut really nice. Kojika and I are gonna buy a print off of her Ive been drawing lots and lots to get my mind off of everything as well..hmm. I probably won't update on here for awhile, at least not often cause well I have my reasons. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, March 5th, 2006
10:59 pm	Absence may make the heart grow fonder But for now the pain keeps getting stronger Fear grows more with each day that passes And this hole in my heart will be everlasting (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 3rd, 2006
10:37 pm	Today my whole world crashed around me, and left me alone in eternal darkness.... (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 23rd, 2006
3:10 pm	Ever feel like you could of messed up all your happiness, or hope for future happiness in one moment? Do I always mess things up... (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 7th, 2005
12:49 pm	Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last week I gave kitsune_no_bara a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). Last month I saved a busload of nuns in Angola (326 points). In January I signed my organ donor card (28 points). Last Monday I helped protoblues across the street (6 points). Last Tuesday I got in line at the supermarket at the same time as someone else and I didn't yield (-8 points). Overall, I've been nice (402 points). For Christmas I deserve a new bike! Sincerely, himekotenoh Write your letter to Santa! Enter your LJ username: (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 4th, 2005
10:08 pm	Saturday morning around 10, Matts cel phone rang. It was my mom. My grandmother had passed away the night before from heart attack. From what my mom got from my uncle. She went fast and didn't suffer. She had been going through breast cance treatment and we were sure that would be what would take her in a few years...but we were wrong. Last time we were up there, she wasn't feeling well but she still in good spirits and doing realitively well. I wish I could of talked to her more, or just done more stuff with her. We heading down to Peru on Tues for the funeral... Current Mood: sad (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 28th, 2005
10:11 am	Mew^^ I haven't posted in like forever @ @...I'll try and start posting again this is just gonna be a short one though. This past Wed, the 23rd, was Matt and my 1 year! Sometimes it doesn't seem that long at all, and other times it feels like I've been with him forever^^ Hehe. Current Mood: Nya (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 21st, 2005
11:03 pm	Its been a while since I've updated... So much has been happening lately its hard to keep track of it all. My life is changing a lot, and Im not sure how everything is going to turn out. My dad has had leukemia well...a type of it for a while now and has been going in for treatments. My mind is still battling over hatred and guilt for my dad. Every time I start to feel a lil bad for him he does something that makes me realize why I hate him. We also found out last week that my grandma has breast cancer. And to make things worse the day after that, one of my moms friends who also had breast cancer, passed away. And then just today I went over to babysit and got home about 1 and my dad was home. He doesn't usually get home til 6. Well guess what? He got laid off of work. I think they might be letting him go to the end of the year, at least his insurance, but after that whats gonna happen? Everything just seems to be falling apart. It makes my head spin. When Im distracted with drawing, playing games, or other things I'm fine. The minute Im just sitting there doing nothing, my mind starts to wander over everything and I just feel all confused and worried thinking about all the possibilities. I'm really just kind of at a loss right now. Well for other things. Matt and I are going to hit 7-months on Thursday. Sometimes it feels longer others times shorterXD. Been drawing as usual and going to cons. Jafax is this weekend. I started playing Tales again and got pretty far but I can't find the place Im looking for at the moment. Also been playing a bit of Star Ocean and Dark Cloud 2. I've been spending almost all my weekends at Matts, and sometimes I stay during the week as well. We watched all of Inu-Yasha cept the 3rd and 4th movies. My dad installed a new photoshop and now I can't use it while anything else is up. And even when its the only thing up it still crashes like crazy. I'll update after Jafax again but for now I've off to play Runescape. Current Mood: discontent (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 8th, 2005
2:01 am	Meh... Update with KuniCon stuff later on. Ever feel like you are only needed for certain things, then whenyou fullfill whatever it is you are just kinda there afterwards? I dunno...I kinda feel that way...with certain people anyways. Its hard to explain...bleh. I know its probably in my mind for the most part but I don't know. Photoshop keeps screwing up on me too>.> I'm jsut gonna go to bed for now... Current Mood: ... Current Music: Birds chirping (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 17th, 2005
4:10 pm	And a quixXD You scored as Winter. You are WINTER. You're more introspective, thinking deeply, feeling deeply. You love nothing better than to enjoy one on one time with those who are important to you. You are cautious, and sometimes second guess yourself. Dreams, though you have them, are a luxury, because life is not a plaything. </td> Winter 80% Spring 70% Fall 60% Summer 60% What Season Are You? created with QuizFarm.com (Comment on this)
2:35 pm	I dunnoXD *stolen from Matt* If you woke up and I was in bed with you, what would be your first thought? And for the update I guess. Last weekend was really fun. Met Matt up at Mitsuwa. He got me this really cute stuffed kitty and some flowers^-^ Hung out with him there a bit then went back to his house. I hung out with Nikki while he was at work. She had wanted me to help her with photoshop but ended up on the phone with a friend almost the entire time. Matts cousin? stopped by and he had gotten a new car. I followed him outside to see it and he had me get in the drivers seat and showed me a bunch of the controls. It was cool. Its half battery powered and its a ToyotaXD Matt got back and we went to eat at High View. They have good food hehe. After that we picked up Andy and went up to Johns. It was fun hanging out with them, though I was a bit bored cause everyone else was playing games and I really didn't have anything to do. We came back and went to sleep. Sunday we got up and drove back for the anime meeting. Watched Mew Mew, Hunter, Saiyuki, CCS, and Rave. We went to Burger King and just sat around and talked for over two hours. It was nice^^ I jump at any chance I get to spend time with him. This weekend I get to go up there again^-^ Monday was a pretty normal day, same with the rest of the week. Im worried about one of my classes cause I can't always finish the exercises in class...and I can't work on them at home. I mean I have the program to install just its only for Windows XP. I e-mailed my teacher about the problem. I finished my the exercises that are due next week so thats good. Ohhh the other day Dani came online. I haven't talked to her in ages. Shes been coming on almost ever night now hehe. Hmm what else. Oh! Nikolai and AC are maybe coming to KuniCon with us. So far its just Kojika, Shaina, my mom, Matt and I. It should be lots of fun^^ Hmmm...I've kinda lost all confidence in anything I do again. Dunno why. I finished my dragons though Pat never came to get them. I did some Bleach kitties for Matt for V-day too. And that's it for nowXD Current Mood: Nyuu Current Music: Breaking a Habbit (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, February 7th, 2005
9:09 pm	Blah... I have a cold>< And its annoying...I dun like being sick. Anyways...I watched the anime Kite, its pretty good. Been working on my comission, going to start on the three kirabans I owe this week hopefully. I've also been palying a bit of Star Ocean. I finally got Albel! Wai^-^ Not much else going on at the moment Here is something I stole from Matt though... If you read this, even if i don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you... Current Mood: Nyu... Current Music: Everytime (3 Comments |Comment on this)